You know I am so stuck in my life right now that I don’t know what’s happening. Like some people have decided something to do and have made in their mind that either this happens or that happens.
Hell, I don’t know anything. I don’t even have an idea. My life seems directionless. I have lost all hopes and just flowing along the way life takes me. Life ahead seems like a dark road to me.
My mind is filled up with so many questions.
Will I get placed in college placement drive?
What if I don’t get placed through college placement drive?
What other options I have with me then?
Even if I get placed, would I be able to make her parents believe to wait for few years?
What if they don’t want to wait?
Hell, what if don’t even agree for us?
Can I write a novel all by myself?
Can I have writing as a full time profession?
Where to start then?
How to find a publisher?
How to write such a long story?
And then here’s my new found love – Blogging
I want to post everyday but am I going overboard by posting everyday?
Is anyone pissed off by my regular posting?
Is anyone really reading what I write?
Am I doing a good job with my blog?
Are my writing really appreciable?
Ufff… Never been this tense before in my life
How? When? What? Where?
Thoughts are hopping like a kangaroo in my mind.
P.S – Every post I have posted till day has been written by me on my phone and it’s so much difficult to write on phone. Moreover, I haven’t changed my theme for WP. Even, haven’t been able to browse my blog through PC. My laptop’s keyboard is a master of his own feelings as my laptop is now 6 years old. I don’t want to buy a new one from my parents money now. So, I am delaying it. Out of words.