β”But Mehak, I love you. I can’t live without you. Can’t we give our relationship atleast one try?” I said holding her by shoulders
She gave me a dead look.
“Puneet, you don’t understand. I know my family better. They won’t accept us.” she replied with a clear voice
“You are saying this even though we haven’t tried once. I am just telling you to give it a try. What’s the big deal? Atleast, I will be content that we tried our best but stars weren’t with us.” I replied trying to motivate her
“But Puneet, you aren’t understanding. There’s no point in trying if they won’t accept.” she again stated the same thing
“Damn it. How are you so sure? What’s stopping you from trying?” I replied with a raised level in my tone
“Because simply I can’t.” she said looking down
“What?” I asked with amazement
“Puneet, I don’t have guts to talk about it with my family. That is it.” she replied still looking down
“What the…. So, why didn’t you tell me about this in 2 years of our relationship? Look at me.” I asked her in a strong tone
“ I had told you that I won’t be able to talk to my family about us but you didn’t listen… ” I stopped her in between
“What? I didn’t listen. I tried to motivate you always and thought that you will talk to your family about us.” I replied
“Puneet, listen it’s enough. I have made myself very clear that I won’t be able to talk about us with my family. So, please. Let it be. My parents won’t accept us ever and thus, we should think practically. I don’t want to keep this relationship with you and then suddenly, one day tell you that my marriage is fixed. I can’t do that with you. I am sorry that I can’t stand up to your expectations. I am sorry…. ” I again stopped her before letting her complete as she said all this looking at me
I was looking down at the road while listening to all this.
“Sorry. Please, don’t use the word sorry. I am sorry that I loved you so much that it gave me a tiny bit of hope. The hope that we will fight for our love. The hope that you will tell your family about us. You know, no matter how hard I tried to not keep any hope regarding our future but still, a part of me always hoped that at least you would take a stand for us. I had always told you that please never break my heart. Thank you so much for loving me and then breaking my heart. Do me a favour, don’t ever fall in love again.” I said looking at her with tears just at the brink of coming out
I pulled my hands back from her shoulder.
“People say Love gives you strength. Hahaha.. Fuck. It takes all your strength and gives you pain.” I added
And tears found their way out.
She kept looking at me for she was seeing me crying for the first and last time ever.
“Puneet, I am sorry.” she said with clear deject in her eyes
“Don’t be. I won’t ever see you again. You live happily with your family. I won’t ever come back. Bye.” I replied and turned back
While walking back, I didn’t turned to see her. I wanted to cry so much. I never thought she would say this. Never thought love could hurt this much. This unbearable pain. These tears which always want to come out.
That day, something died inside me.
My belief on love and relationships died.
My optimism died.
My remaining hopes died.
My dreams died.
My heart died.
P.S – Relationship is a mutual thing. One fails, the other automatically fails. Don’t have guts, then don’t fall in love for it gives the other person unbearable pain. π
Loves gives you the strength to bear pain which comes with it as a bonus, haha. If your love is true it gives an unknown power to fight for your love unless it was not enough strong to made you stand for it.
Lovely it was.
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βΊοΈ Thank you.
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for me love is a very confusing and misunderstood word…… we seek for commitment….. but that is not possible all the times…..
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Sometimes, commitment is very much required in love.
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Oh such a heart wrenching post.. I know it’s a harsh reality which most of us has lived in..
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Yes, some of us do go through it.
Thank you for stopping by and commenting. π
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Your last PS was so good but what will you tell Heart, pl. don’t fall in love. You can’t when it has to happen it will. Lovely as always Puneet.
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Thank you so much. π
Well,that came out of emotions.
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For sure Puneet that is what we all are fools of our own emotions and feel wretched when Love departs.
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Yup. Agreed. Love departs and changes our mindset.
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Yes agreed. But we all are made from Love so keep on loving. Take care.
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Thank you π. You too take care.
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The harsh reality!! I hate it when things happen just opposite to what you want.
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Yup and I don’t think we can do anything about it.
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Oh I hope we could.
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Hopes are just like dreams. Made to shatter
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Just because that person was not courageous enough doesn’t make LOVE weak.
So our protagonist “puneet” must try and not change his beliefs on love and relationship π
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Thank you for such sweet words. π
Hope, he doesn’t change it.
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Yeahh write its sequel then π
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π π Haha… Let another girl come in his life.
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Hehehe.. That means we can expect only one more post from him π
Because i am sure she will be staying like forever π
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Well, I hope if any girl comes next in his life, she stays forever becayse he won’t be able to handle another heartbreak. ππ
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After a lesson always comes a blessing but make sure you talk to her parents firstπ
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Haha… That’s a good line… After a lesson, comes a blessing… Applause for this π
Haha… Will make sure that he talks to her parents first.
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Hehehe goodluck to him :p
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you know, this post left me speechless.
i don’t know what to say.
the feeling of pain and betrayal, thats what i felt reading this and the last line, damn, i don’t know how to express it!
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I am happy that my post could affect you this much. π
Thank you so much.
Expressing pain in words is what I have always done.
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welcome dear βΊ
and you are doing good job at writing! βΊ
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π Have you read it these two? In each of these, one character dies.
https://187puneet.wordpress.com/2016/06/19/he-was-gone/
http://wp.me/p7Dg5o-c2
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I am so conflicted write now.
I want to read it because it’s your post. I don’t want to read and hide because one character dies!
Conflicts conflicts!πππ π
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Haha..π
Well that’s your choice. π
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You know that book, “I too had a love story”
I’m unable to read that book because of the same reason! ππ
P.s. in previous comment, i meant right now not write now ππ
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That was the first novel I had read and the most emotional one.
Yeah, I understood you meant right now. ππ Autocorrection on overdose. ππ
Well, I don’t know what else to say.
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Well, atleast you read the whole novel, unlike me, who had the book for like 2 years but still am unable to read it! π π
And autocorrect rocks ππ
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You fear from characters dying as they make you emotional? Is it?
Well, that’s really strong Autocorrect.
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You guessed it right. I really don’t like the characters dying.
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Well, Don’t take them to heart so much. π
I like making people emotional. π
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Hehe
Will try my best to not take all the reading stuff to heart!π π
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Yeah. Waiting for your feedback. π
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Beautiful as always…!!
I wonder why all love stories are not successful…
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Thank you. βΊοΈ
That only God knows.
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Yeah….!
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I had exactly a simikar story ,it was 5 long years but at the end thats what I got all that family thing and hell lot of excuses .I just hope , we can become so unreasonable too.I too got to hear that “I never said taht we can get married”.Whoa as if its a ricket science to expect a committment after such a long term relationship.
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Sad to hear that. A serious relationship needs commitment and it’s nothing wrong to ask for one.
I don’t want to become so unreasonable because I don’t want someone else to bear the same pain as I went through.
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Yeah ,thats true even if we want we can’t be like this .Otherwise we wouldn’t have been the one still pondering over it
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Right now, my mind really wants to do the same to someone else but my heart stops me from doing that and it’s always been like that, my heart always stop me from doing such things. That most of the times makes me the receiver of all this.
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purity of emotions β€
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