Real Feelings – Part 5

​You know diary, 

There are times when we are so vulnerable and weak. 

There are times when that special person is gone from our life on whom we were so dependent and without whom we couldn’t think of living our life. 

There are times when we desperately want someone to understand us and to love us.

There are times when we desperately search for that one person to resurrect us. 

But life never works the way we want it. 

Once you pass that desperate and testing time period, you start feeling better. 

You stop searching for that one person. 

You start believing that you don’t need anyone to love you and understand you. 

You start believing that no one’s good enough for you. 

You become self reliant and that’s the starting point from where on whatever happens around you doesn’t matter to you.

P.S – The testing time where I lived alone on my own made me a stronger person. It changed my views about many things. It changed me into a person who doesn’t feel for anyone now. It changed me into a person who doesn’t want anyone else in his life now. It changed me into a person who has better control on his feelings. It changed me into a person who sees love and relationships as a waste of time but I don’t judge others who love someone and are in a relationship with someone.😁

P.P.S  – Enjoying your life doesn’t mean to be partying all the time. Sometimes it just means to enjoy that cool warmth of winter sun. 😉