Ummm….

Ummm….

Has anyone of you ever felt like you have so much to express and write but the moment you try to pen it down, the words seem to vanish right there. You don’t find right words to express your feelings and with time, it grows on you. With time, you seem to be losing the ability to pen down your feelings. You seem to be losing the ability to play with words. 

Maybe it has to do something with the life happenings of a person or maybe not. 

And now let’s talk about life. Is it only me or some of you also who make plans for future in their mind? 

Like plotting the way of your life about how it will unfold in future and that seems to raise your hope. You start feeling good and happy but then as the life moves ahead, all your plans which you made in mind shatter. Nothing seems to be happening your way and suddenly, you feel that nothing’s ever gonna go your way. It hurts and it hurts more when you see other’s plan for their future going just as they thought. You’re like “What wrong did i do?”. 

You start losing hope. 

What irks you more is when someone comes and say “Everything will be fine in future”. 

You’re like “Hell, no. Nothing good is happening right now. Nothing’s going in my favour. So, how the hell everything is gonna be fine?”. 

You start to fear planning. It all becomes a chaos and you seem to stuck in it. The more you fight, the more hectic it becomes. 

And then a moment comes when you realise that life is going to work its own way. Your plans don’t hold any importance. The energy seems to be depleted. 

And you let the life take you wherever it wants you to. 

P.S – Didn’t know what to put as a title. Maybe you will find it a negative piece of writing. Don’t know. 

I Want You 

I Want You 

As he held her right hand and pulled her towards him with a force, she seemed visibly shocked. 

“What are you doing?” she asked as their eyes met

He didn’t say anything as his hands traced their way to her curvy back. She could feel his hand’s warmth through her top’s fabric. No words escaped their lips as their breath started raising. His hands now found their way underneath her top to her smooth skin. The moment that touch established, gossebumps covered her body and she took a deep breath.

“I just want to show you that how badly I want you.” he said softly into her right ear and bit her earlobe 

The moments afterwards, unadulterated love was on show. 

Love – The Real Meaning 

Love – The Real Meaning 

So, what really love is amid all the fake things things happening in the world? 

People these days have made mockery of love. Saying “I love you” has become a normal thing. Most of the times love is used as a thing to get laid and that’s it. 

Saying “I love you” to someone doesn’t mean that I like you or I owe you. 

What it really means is that “A part of me now belongs to you and till death will always belong to you. You and only have the complete control over it. I will be with you through thick and thin of life.”

Love isn’t about pushing yourself to be in a relationship. Love isn’t about showing off to world that you have got a gf or bf. 

When you are in love, you should feel at peace when your partner is with you. 

Fall in love but cautiously.

Not everyone who says “I love you” means it. 

Look beyond their words to know the real meaning. 

Image credits – http://cdn.wonderfulengineering.com/wp-content/uploads/2016/01/love-wallpapers

The Keyboard Warrior 

The Keyboard Warrior 

So, what really is a Keyboard Warrior? 

It’s a person who makes abusive or angry content on Internet while hiding the real identity. 

So, you can call me a keyboard warrior but not in real sense because I do vent out my anger and frustration against various things on Facebook but don’t hide my identity.  

So, if anyone wants to connect with me over Facebook to get an idea of what I post, 

Here’s the link to my profile -> Facebook

Also, I continuously push updates on my Insta profile about the first draft of the story I am working on. 

So, if anyone wants to connect over Instagram, 

Here’s the link to my profile -> Instagram 

Are you a keyboard warrior? I am waiting for your answers. 

WhatsApp Update 

WhatsApp Update 

So, this post is about the new whatsapp update that brought with itself a drastic change. 

I am talking about it because literally everyone uses whatsapp to remain connected with others. 

The old status option is gone and has made way for the new visual status option. Let me tell you, it’s a blatant rip off of snapchat’s feature. 

Gone are days when you would update a status and keep it as long as you wanted to. 

The new status option now disappears after 24 hours.

Whatsapp’s USP is that it’s a messenger which focuses on texts but that seems to be changing now with more visual content getting into mix. 

For me, this is the most shit update I’ve ever seen for whatsapp. 

WhatsApp is meant to be a texting app. So, why are they just making it complicated.

Snapchat had this… Ok

Insta copied it… Fine and I even use it a lot 

But why bring this to whatsapp… 

What are your views about this new update? 

It’s rolled worldwide now to both Android and Ios users. 

Insider news – The old status feature may come back as “Tagline” feature in future whatsapp releases. 

Image credits – WhatsApp 

The Blogger Tag

The Blogger Tag

So, I have been tagged for this by Tanya. I wanted to do this. As for further Nominations, everyone’s invited. I won’t tag specific persons because it’s your decision to whether tell yourself about to your fellow bloggers or not. 

​Question 1: How tall are you?

I’m somewhere 5’5” and 5’7”. So, you can call me average heighted. 

Question 2: Do you have a hidden talent?

If it’s a hidden talent, how would I know because it would be hidden na. Lol. Sorry. Silly answer. 

Question 3: What’s your biggest blog-related pet peeve?

Hmm…Let me think. Nope. Nothing as such. 

Question 4: What’s your biggest non blog -related pet peeve?

I can literally write a whole thesis on it but let me be very specific about it. I don’t like people who are even a bit rude to anyone. Show off irks me. Showing off is fine if you really have something to show off but if you haven’t really got anything special and you do so, then that makes me angry and have pity on you at the same time. The mantra is really simple to expect a friendly behavior from me. 

“Give respect and get respect.” 

Question 5: What’s your favorite song?

Keeps changing depending on mood but my all time favourite is “Maahi” from Raaz 2. That song has something special in its tune which pulls me towards it. 

Question 6: What’s your favorite social media website?

Facebook and Instagram. Facebook, a bit more because my sarcastic levels are pretty high there.

Question 7: What’s your favorite way to spend your time when you’re alone?

Mostly, I am alone and I don’t mind being so. Sleeping’s my favourite way or if I am feeling enthusiastic, then writing. 

Question 8: What’s your favorite junk food?

F**king EVERYTHING but eventually, nothing beats mummy ke hath ka khana (Food made by mum). 

Question 9: Do you have a pet or pet(s)? If so, what kind and what are their names?

Unfortunately, I don’t have any pets but I will surely keep two dogs when I start earning. 

Question 10: What are your number one favorite non-fiction and fiction books?

Non – fictional got to be “I too had a love story” by Ravinder singh. 

Fictional got to be “Harry potter series”. Although, I haven’t read even a single one of them. Haha. 

Question 11: What’s your favorite beauty product or tool?

Hair wax and if Perfume comes in the beauty category. 

Question 12: When were you last embarrassed? What happened?

Haven’t happened for a while now and I don’t remember about the last time also. Being alone has its own perks.

Question 13: If you could only drink one beverage (besides water) for the rest of your life what would it be?

Either Coca-Cola or Cold Coffee. 

Question 14: What’s your favorite movie?

Namastey London. 

Question 15: What was your favorite lesson at school?

It was science till it didn’t split out into three. 

Question 16: If you could live anywhere in the world, where would you live?

That’s a hypothetical question. Ignored. Haha. No but on a serious note, I haven’t given it a thought. 

Question 17: PC or Mac?

PC because I haven’t tried a mac yet.

Question 18: Last romantic gesture from a crush, date, boy/girlfriend, spouse? (Or any kind gesture from a friend)

Can’t remember seriously because such magical things don’t happen with me often. :p

Question 19: Favourite celebrity?

Akshay Kumar and Anushka Sharma. Forever.

Question 20: What blogger do you secretly want to be best friends with?

I want to be friends with all those who follow my blog. Best friends will only happen if we become friends first na. (So, I will mention my social media handles below if anyone wants to be a friend.) 😉

Question 21: Who is your biggest inspiration?

My mom. Always. 

Question 22: What is your favorite blog to read?

Those concerned with relationships and life struggles. 

Question 23: What is your favorite high street shop?

Is this even a question? Sorry was being funny. Don’t remember.

Question 24: Are you in education or do you work?

I am currently in my last semester of graduation. 

Question 25: One thing you are proud of?

My writings.

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So, those who want to be friends. Below are the links to my social media handles. 

Facebook    – – – –     Instagram  – – – –        Twitter

    Review of year 2016

    Review of year 2016

    ​So, the year 2016 is coming to an end and this is the first time I am reviewing my whole year. 

    This year was the most shit one of my life till now. 

    The lessons I am taking from this year ->

    Mantra to live a happy life… 

    • No expectations..
    • No attachments.. 
    • No feelings.. 

    I again went through a period of depression this year and that was the longest time ever. 

    I got to understand that caste is a bigger thing than love. 

    I got to understand that you have to live for yourself only. 

    I got to understand the transformation of a guy who believed in love to a guy who termed them as waste of time. 

    I got to understand that a relationship is a genuine investment. 

    I got to understand how it feels when someone gives up on you. 

    I got to understand that it takes a lot of strength to give up on the pseudo hope and move on. 

    I got to understand that how once lovers can turn into known strangers. 

    I got to understand that loving someone truly hurts a lot.

    I got to understand that just loving someone isn’t enough to spend your life with them. 

    I got to understand that sometimes even a girl can easily shy away from returning the commitment. 

    I got to understand that sometimes even if you give someone your everything, it isn’t enough. 

    And now ending the post with a quote I wrote… 

    She gave up on their relationship… 

    That day, another romeo died and casanova was born…